So, I did my Intellectual Property final, and my Bankruptcy Final, on Thursday. And I survived. Mostly wasted Friday and Saturday... well, half of Saturday. But I feel justified - I hadn't left the house but thrice since the prior Thursday! I'm almost done with my Legal Accounting Outline. I finished an outline for both of my other two classes.
I have never finished more than two outlines in a semester. I don't know what's come over me.
When I was in the library taking my bankruptcy final, there were people in the middle of the school DRILLING. There was no where in the building you could go to escape them... I checked. It was awful. I was sitting in a little carrel upstairs in the library, where it is supposed to be deadly silent. Supposed to be.
There was a 1L "studying" behind me. And by studying, I mean she was eating loud food and... answering her phone. Which rang three times, at least. The conversations lasted two to five minutes, and were loudly hissed whispers. "No, I'm in the library. Yeah. No, at the law school. Upstairs. Look, I'm in the library, I can't talk. I'll call you back. Yeah. Yeah. No, I'll call you. We can hang out later." I was on the verge of violence, but I didn't have time for her. And her loud food of choice? Chips. I couldn't see her, but I can tell you what she was eating. What does that tell YOU?
I have a final on Tuesday, and one on Wednesday, and then I'm DONE!!! I wish it was Tuesday tomorrow. I don't even care about my grades at this point, I just want this semester to be over.
Friday, December 05, 2008
I have been having something that seems to be an anxiety attack since 6:00 p.m. last night. Erratic heart rate (goes from normal to racing, with a little bit of everything in between), I occasionally find myself short of breath.... I don't know what to do, though. I mean, I'm stressed, obviously, but I'm not panicking or anything. I'm calm, and I thought I was dealing with finals/bar/job situation all right. This is really frustrating.