Monday, January 31, 2005

only a nano-second

Okay, I've only got like... five seconds to post but...

I'm in Washington DC! So so so much to write about when I get home... Anyway, right now I'm doiung my internship.. I actually ran out of things to do, other than answer the phone, which is waht gives me these fifteen or so seconds to update. Anyway, I'll be back by Sunday, and I've got SO many pictures... I love it here!!! I hope I can come back and intern for real, all I have to do is come up with the money to do it for either a semester or a year... so pray for me ;-)

Love you all!

Be good, watch TV

Friday, January 21, 2005

How To Read A Book

Yes, folks, I am indeed reading a book entitled "How to Read a Book." I don't want to read it anymore. Because, apparantly unlike a majority of the population, I already know how to read a book. I know, I know, he doesn't mean actually READ, but read for understanding, but I can do that, too! I think I just feel slightly patronized... I shouldn't, but I do.

Its so good to hear God's voice, even if I don't always like what I'm hearing. But it makes me so happy just to know that I can, and I know I need to hear what He is saying, so... wOOt.

Be good, watch TV!

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

And the hits just keep on coming...

You know the phrase "You've gotta roll with the punches"? Its a stupid phrase. Because if you keep on rolling, how are you ever going to hit somebody back? Can't, not when they are coming this fast, and this hard. Besides, you can't always roll, and I think that if it comes to much more, than I am going to be KO'd faster than David Hyde Pierce fighting for the heavy weight title. Okay, enough of this analogy, I don't actually know anything about boxing.

But seriously, why do so many bad things happen at once? I mean, I know there are happy people out there, and I am so SICK of all the drama. Not that I blame anyone (mostly) but its still... anyway.

Be good, Watch TV

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Geez

note: You can't erase something you say. You just can't. When you hurt someone, that doesn't just go away, no matter what the situation might be. It just doesn't work that way. And even if you hide it so no one else knows, the person you hurt still knows. And I guess thats okay, if you don't care.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Seen on a website...

"Tsunami death toll reaches 162,000"
"Great rates for travel!"

Random Bloggerings

I haven't talked to Nathan on the phone for sixteen days, when I called him on New Years. I think. He is in Tarkio, and I think things are pretty hard for him right now... not my business to talk about why, but they are. Its so frustrating to not be able to do something, and I only wish I could find the words to make everything okay. Granted, its me saying things that are partially to blame anyway (although he denies it). BUT I think that he his having a good time with Dewey, and its probably been a nice change of pace from Nebraska. He (finally) heard from his IQ-challenged recruiter, and they are going to take him up to Omaha (or somewhere) to get his knee looked at, and will hopefully make a decision immediately so he isn't left hanging.

I have spent the most lazy weekend in the jistory of man laying on my bed and watching TV. I've done some other stuff, but not enough to speak of. I have two classes for, and while I have started the homework, I haven't finished it yet. Which, if I realized before today that I was going to Washington in a week and not two, I would have done like... on Friday. *sighs* Such is life. Alright, well, I'm going to sign off for now... Adios!

Friday, January 14, 2005

Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't

I'm back at school! And on the internet less, funny stuff that. Classes are hard, I think, but I'll survive. Um... talked to Tara, thought we got things worked out, but then she posted in her blog, so I guess we didn't. Meh. I've started getting ahead on some of my work, so this is a good thing, and I have to turn in a job application, so this is also a good thing... and now I have to go to class! Muhahahaha....

Be good, watch TV

Friday, January 07, 2005

Insomnia

Less rushed, but still very little time to write...

I know that life doesn't really suck, I know that, but right now, things aren't so good.

I was awake for most of the night, and for what I wasn't awake, I was tossing and turning.

I can't sleep with so much on my mind.

I thought losing my best friend was the worst thing that would happen this week. See, now she isn't even talking to me, and I can't even talk to Nathan about what is going on inside of me. I've fallen into a deep hole of depression, and this is exactly what I needed to insure that I wouldn't even be able to confide in those closest to me. They are tired of hearing it, anyway.

The other thing, the bigger thing, the more-important-than-me thing:

My uncle was arrested yesterday, although we don't have any idea what the charges are. And they are definetly charging him; we are going to the arraignment in just a few minutes. My grandmother suspects... well, horrible thought, but he is on parole... It seems that some friend of a friend charged him with molesting their child. I don't believe it for an instant! I mean, I know I call him my "creepy uncle," but thats more ongoing family harrassment than anything. But this house has been filled with kids the whole time he has lived here, and he spends a lot of time with his younger daughter... no, a lot of things he is, but this is simply not true. Rebekah thinks they may have drummed up some parole violation charge when he went in for questioning, so that they could keep him until they verify the truth in the charges. But if they convict him of violating his parole.... then thats at least another five or six years in jail... *sighs* I hate this. And I can't talk to anyone about it..,

Putting it on here seems so... cold, but I have to get this out. And maybe any of you that actually still talk to me after the whole thing with Tara will understand why I'm in this mood...

Maybe someday I'll even be able to tell you the horrible thing that happened to my roomate (as icing on the cake, you know)

Thursday, January 06, 2005

...

How can I title this blog? Life sucks... last night, and then today, bad thigs just keep happening. Ask me what I mean, if you really want to know.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

the lepper colony

*laughs hysterically* I LOVE browsing other blogs...

First Post of the New Year!

And I just pinched a nerve in my back. I'm typing, and I bet it would look funny to anyone to see the way I'm hunched over trying to type this. Go see my boyfriend's blog! He wrote a poem... *giggles*

Happy New Year!

Be good, watch TV!